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Lucid Mind // Darker Fantasies

by FuckedUpKids

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1.
Alone in the glass / Lucid Mind 00:57
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Please say that it’s okay Then look me in my face My heart thinks i’m insane My head thinks please be safe I got a rope in my room I think it’s waiting for you To kill my mind and consume Every last breath that i’ll use Please tell me that it’s okay Please tell me that it’s (not okay)
2.
FuckedUpKids, Folie T. - Obitorium 03:11
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I feel like inside a morgue I will never find my zone Forming holes in the ozone leave me alone leave me alone x2 Everyday i feel like i’m wasting my time And i’d rather be dead than live this fucking life ‘Cause i feel like I cannot breathe so i get fucked up and take a knife don’t get too close then leave my side my mind is hunting me and i cannot hide From my head From the visions that i have Dead bodies all around me more alive than i am Don’t let me sleep, I won’t wake up I already lost control, I know i’m fucked UP I AM ALONE A skeleton I’M JUST A NAME Irrelevant I’m too broken To let you in I’m too fucking broken Know what i mean? I feel like inside a morgue I will never find my zone Forming holes in the ozone leave me alone leave me alone I feel like inside a morgue I will never find my zone Forming holes in the ozone Leave me alone, leave me alone. I look and think What a disgust A girl taste by everyone, deserve And thrown away, use and mocked She do no speak, she is alone In this cage, she cries and desperate, no one understands her, make mistake and apologize. Then the anxiety of the axle in the bathroom freeze, suffocate by regrets and damage cause by her I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up This is true, I don't wanna fight I don't wanna wake up I don't wanna wake up, this is true, I don't wanna lie I don't wanna live and I don't wanna cry only want fell any emotion in this fucking life. I feel like inside a morgue I will never find my zone Forming holes in the ozone Leave me alone, leave me alone.
3.
Aberration 03:04
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Devour your Corpse like a Ghoul Appease the hunger of the ancient soul On a different perception intersection of the 4th dimenision Reflection of the infection of the cult of Cthulu into an obsession I will Resurrect you from the dead Just to torture you more To feed the hunger my head Load the nine Cock it back Take aim Pah pah Boom splash You’re dead bitch Nekros Nomikos under my control Resound in the abyss the name of Azathot Drink and Burn my mind like a Molotov Break your skull and devote to me like i am the outer god Dystopian melody on a different reality violins resounding in the fragility of human geometry Dreaming of tragedy ain’t no causality No one surrounding me im not alone you see My killing spree it’s pure brutality It’s the Law the door to immortality Gods without corpse floating in the wall for the other world Look on my works, you Mighty, and despair!" Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare, The lone and level Wishing to be dead Just to end this feeling of dread Six feet deep Ain’t that bad I’m pretty glad To the demons in my head Guiding me through this world Suicide note on a file .word I don’t wanna be alive In fact i’m not living I just fucking survived And i’m barely breathing I cannot cry ‘Cause for me it’s worse than bleeding Drained of my blood I don’t care if u believe me Devour your Corpse like a Ghoul Appease the hunger of the ancient soul On a different perception intersection of the 4th dimenision Reflection of the infection of the cult of Cthulu into an obsession I will Resurrect you from the dead Just to torture you more To feed the hunger my head Load the nine Cock it back Take aim Pah pah Boom splash You’re dead bitch Nekros Nomikos under my control Resound in the abyss the name of Azathot Drink and Burn my mind like a Molotov Break your skull and devote to me like i am the outer god
4.
FuckedUpKids, Prompto - Drowned in sorrow 02:19
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Hate myself in front of the mirror Wanna jump everytime i see a window Wanna scream i’m in a motherfucking limbo That’s why i know i’ve always been a weirdo Fuck EVERY NIGHT I LIE ALONE RIP MY HEART WITH YOUR CLAWS FEED MY MIND AND LET ME LOVE LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME DROWN Let them shout Fuck my mind Never had someone by my side Save my life Save my life Please don’t let me hurt myself Please don’t let me hurt myself Please don’t let me HURT Yeah Better scream my name Rest inside my veins Broken heart I hate Step the fuck away Can’t control my actions No don’t panic Force an image My sights been damaged Rest assure I’ve been obscure But that will change and I’ll make sure That I will rise as you decline No mistake that the winnings mine fuck you pay me Everybody hates me Calling help for safety demon as of lately Yeah
5.
Lightless Mansion 05:16
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My mind is a dark mansion I cannot see anything My heart is burning of passion And slowly dying while i fucking sing I turn my eyes to the sky And try to escape from where my flaws lie From where my flaws lie From where my flaws lie (Please take my heart and keep it safe) (Please take my heart and keep it safe) (Please take my heart and keep it safe) (Please take my heart) I open the door You enter from the front You break every law Of my mind with your claws Please let me die Please leave me alone I don’t wanna think I don’t wanna breathe Please let me die Please leave me alone I don’t wanna see I don’t wanna live I don’t wanna see I don’t wanna live Fuck There’s no light, in my head You’re not safe, take a step Back There’s no light in my fucking head I don’t see no lights Please let me die Please let me go Please let me fight Please My mind is a dark mansionq
6.
Breathe (Exhausted) 01:31
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SCREAM CRY FUCK KILL YOURSELF I DON’T WANNA LIVE (ANYMORE) I DON’T WANNA SEE (SEE) Everyday is the same I think i’m doomed I’m locked here (i’m locked here) In this world to feel the pain That humanity cannot claim I cannot see I cannot breathe Breathe Breathe BREATHE
7.
Frightening,love 02:43
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Bitch they say i’m frightening but i am the one who’s scared All my life they ran from me and i know nobody cared But the world will miss me when i’ll pull the trigger so i am prepared Please don’t tell me that you’re scared They took my heart away from me and you just fucking stared I can’t talk So i sing Hoping you understand something When i say that i’ll die Without growing fucking wings Void is waiting for me While I’m trying to save my mind Fuck my heart, I spit it out Let me bleed and let me drown Save my mind, clear my doubts Stay with me and let me shout You say that i am unique You think that is a good thing You say that you like when i sing You say that you’re scared when i fucking scream I see my face When i look inside Your big green eyes And i feel fine You wanna be my girl I wanna be some more I wanna be your world I love you when you lose control Fuck my heart, I spit it out Let me bleed and let me drown Save my mind, clear my doubts Stay with me and let me shout But you don’t know what’s inside my mind Scars that can’t be medicated Feelings that you find complicated Thoughts that make me feel isolated Drugs make you feel okay But then you look at me And I can’t see my face In your big green eyes fuck
8.
Night-Time Dread 02:19
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EVERYDAY IN A MILLION WAYS I KEEP THINKING ABOUT DEATH I JUST SLEEP DURING THE DAY THEN BEGINS THE NIGHTIME DREAD I JUST GAVE UP ON LIFE NO NOBODY BY MY SIDE CAN’T YOU TELL THAT I’M NOT FINE I JUST FUCKING LIVED INVANE MY MIND IS A DARK PLACE Everything i see it’s just a vision of my head Cause i am constantly fed with a voice that wants me dead, i’m bleeding. I’ve been living like i’m sleeping Now i’m waking up scared as fuck ‘Cause this world is not for me It never was and it’ll never be And I don’t know what i mean When i tell you what I think Cause my head it’s just a mess And i’m showing my regrets Fuck it Always hated My brain is annihilated From the visions that i had I’d be glad in my bed If i could sleep or just be dead I don’t wanna live I don’t wanna feel This life ain’t real my dreams ain’t real Hate everything regret anything Never asked a thing bleeding while i sing Don’t trust what i see don’t know what i think Fuck
9.
It's a long journey / Darker Fantasies 04:03
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Lucid Mind // Darker Fantasies is a trip inside our minds, a rollercoaster of our darkest dreams and fantasies, it's made by experimental music with influences from a lot of genres.

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released September 11, 2020

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